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Title: Amends
Author:
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Parings/characters: Jack/Ianto, Gwen, Owen, Tosh
Disclaimer: I don't own Torchwood or any of the characters ... unfortunately, just borrowing them for a while.
Summary: AU - What if after the way Jack reacted to Gwen refusing to retcon Rhys at the end of 'Meat' Ianto decided he didn't want to feel like he was second best anymore ...
Warnings: Slash, Angst, Violence, Rape, Mpreg.
Rating: NC17 for the series.

Previous chapters: http://missthingsplace.livejournal.com/276771.html#cutid1

After their first night of uninterrupted sleep since Maegan was born Ianto woke to see Jack still asleep beside him, for Jack to have slept so long he knew he must have been completely exhausted.


The Captain was lying flat on his back with the duvet barely covering his hips and a small smile on his face, hoping Jack was dreaming about him Ianto's eyes swept over Jack's body.


It still amazed him how quickly Jack's stomach had snapped back into shape within a couple of days of having their baby, resisting the urge to stroke his hand over Jack's belly and run the risk of disturbing him Ianto slid carefully from the bed, dragged on his dressing gown and headed for the kitchen.


Quickly preparing and turning on the coffee machine Ianto then headed to the bathroom to clean up, turning on the shower he lost the dressing gown ans stepped beneath the cascading water to clean off the combination of sweat and dried come from the night before.


Hey, you left me alone.”


Jack's voice startled him, he hadn't heard his lover come into the bathroom.


I thought you'd want coffee when you woke and decided to shower while it was brewing.” Ianto explained, moving over so Jack could join him.


Reaching out Jack took Ianto's face in his hands and brushed his thumbs over his cheeks before kissing him softly.


Thank you for last night, for taking your time and making sure I wanted to keep going.” Jack told him, his voice barely above a whisper. “I wanted so much for us to reconnect in every possible way and last night was perfect.”


I was watching you sleep, you were smiling.” Ianto told him, handing Jack the shower gel.


I was dreaming of you, the day we caught Myfanwy, the day I decided I couldn't resist you any longer.” Jack told him with a grin.


You have no idea how much self control it took for me not to kiss you, if it hadn't been for Lisa niggling at the back of my mind I would have.” Ianto admitted. “Even though I had never had the urge to kiss another man before.”


Despite how that ended, we owe everything to Lisa, if it wasn't for her we would never have met.” Jack replied, picking up the shampoo. “Can I wash your hair?”


Ianto nodded and turned around to face away from Jack.


I did love her.” Ianto sighed.


Of course you did and you'll never forget her, I understand that more than anyone but you have to remember her how she was, not what she became.” Jack told him, his hands massaging the shampoo into the younger man's hair.


Jack, that night ... the night the Boglam caused ... I know it's not something you're, we're not going to ever forget but we're okay now, aren't we?” Ianto asked tentatively.


Last night proved that without a doubt, I was never scared that you would hurt me again, just scared that my body would reject you.” Jack replied, kissing him on the back of the shoulder before urging him backwards so he could rinse the suds from his hair. “No, I can imagine it's something I won't be able to forget for a long time but I don't blame you in the slightest and you can believe me when I say it's right at the back of my mind where it can't haunt me any longer.”


Sometimes I think we should have retconned that night away but then I remember that if we had we would have never worked out what was happening with the Boglam and that could have broken us completely.” Ianto admitted. “But I don't regret the fight we had beforehand and all this has actually helped us in a strange way, Gwen now understands how we feel about each other and we've admitted how we feel about each other and now we have a little girl to share our love with.”


I've been thinking, that maybe one day I'd go through it again, the pregnancy and have a brother or sister for her.” Jack told him, turning Ianto back around to face him. “I can cope with twenty weeks of pregnancy, hell at least it's not forty like the women of this time.”


Planned next time!” Ianto grinned. “You know, there must be something better than condoms we can use to prevent pregnancy?”


Celibacy?” Jack chuckled.


Yeah, like that's going to happen.” Ianto joined in the chuckling, punching Jack playfully on the arm.


Normally men in the future can't fall pregnant until it's something they want to do, whether to start their own family or in surrogacy so I don't know what happened for me to fall pregnant with Maegan.” Jack shrugged.


I don't care, I love our gorgeous little girl.” Ianto replied. “I wouldn't be without her now.”


As for contraception for now we'll just have to keep using the condoms.” Jack told him. “There's nothing else unless Owen can come up with something using the female contraception pill maybe.”


Looks like Owen has a new project to work on then.” Ianto grinned, pulling Jack close and wrapping his arms around his neck. “But I can't get pregnant.”


Is that an invitation Mr Jones?” Jack asked.


I do believe it is Sir.” Ianto smirked.


Then I guess I better RSVP ASAP.” Jack chuckled.


Jack!” Ianto groaned at the terrible retort. “That was so cheesy.”


Yeah, but I know.” Jack laughed, grasping the younger man's hips with both his hands and pulling him even closer. “But it's one of the reasons you love me!”


True.” Ianto replied, moaning softly when Jack's mouth sank down on his neck.


TBC


A/N: This is coming to an end, not quite sure how many chapters left but it won't be many.


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