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missthingsplace) wrote2008-09-07 03:26 pm
The Diary That (Mostly) Never Was 10/?
Title: The Diary That Mostly Never Was
Author: missthingsplace
Parings/characters: Jack/Ianto.
Disclaimer: I don't own Torchwood or any of the characters ... unfortunately.
Summary: Ianto's diary entries in the year that never was
Spoilers: End of days
Warnings: I foresee lots of angst
Rating: pg - pg13 for series
Previous chapters here: Fic Master List: http://missthingsplace.livejournal.com/1
Wednesday 5th November
It was a very quiet day in the hub today, this isn't good as it gives me time to think about things I don't want to. Jack. He's been gone over three months now, I have made a concious decision to try and get on with my life. This is all well and good when I'm busy but when it's quiet my thoughts slip back to him again. I'm still getting those odd feelings now and then, almost every day that he is dying. This is something that I can't shut out as the feelings of loss are too great.
Mostly I'm just angry with him now, which isn't much better as it still seems to end up with me in tears. I've stopped sleeping in Jack's bed now and moved back to my flat, even I can see that by sleeping in Jack's bed was doing me more harm than good mentally. Gwen is pissing me off, trying to be so nice to me and telling me I should forget all about Jack, that maybe he'll never come back. What does she think I am stupid? I know she has feelings for Jack and is jealous now she knows that there was something more than just part time shagging going on between us.
Toshiko took me out this evening to a firework display, she told me it would be fun and I was going to enjoy it whether I wanted to or not. She bought me beer and a hotdog and yes they did a good display, so I 'spose it was worth going. Also I have a phone number in the pocket of my jeans, when Toshiko was off buying the hotdog this guy started chatting to me, asked if she was my girlfriend, he smiled when I said she wasn't. All I really know is his name is David, I never even noticed him slip the piece of paper in my pocket, Tosh came back and he vanished into the crowd.
I think maybe I might call him, what if Gwen is actually right as Jack isn't ever coming back? I can't spend the whole of my life waiting for someone who might not care enough to come back to me? I just wish I could get Jack out of my head completely, maybe David will be the solution. I'll sleep on it.
TBC
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This is turning out to be good! I love the little entries. Is Ianto going to call "David"? I'm wanting more lol!
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Thank you :D
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Anyways.... I'm glad Ianto is back in his own flat. It was probably not good for him to be in the Hub all the time. And yay! for Tosh taking him out. She is such a good friend.
I'm looking forward to more hun!
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But Jack's not going to make it easy for him, even though he's not actually there!
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IThinkIantoShouldCallDavid
Brilliant Chapter.
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Thank you :D
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I kinda hope he calls this David guy...
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Nope, that's all up to me, hee hee hee!
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Nicole
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Trust?
Re: Trust?
Thanks :D